Kat (etimodnar) wrote,

They marched all the way to the top of the hill and they marched back down again

There's been a thing with me recently and it's caused me some excitement in my otherwise dull life. It's very funny for Heather as she sees me in the midst of the thing. It's funny for me too. While I'll get all nervous and stupid, I'm also laughing pretty hard at myself. So it's been nice really. This thing has broken me out of my monotony and caused a bit of a high in various ways.

But now I think the thing has passed. It's like, I climbed a very funny and exciting hill, but now I'm kinda over the rise and heading downwards into safe, slightly dull, normalcy. The other side of the hill isn't as exciting as I thought it would be. But I think I needed a burst of excitement in my life. Besides that, I've been so serious recently - apart from my random, loud dancing in the kitchen whilst washing the dishes.

This thing is also making me rather sensitive to the dynamic of the thing and me, so all the excitement is mostly due to my hyper-sensitivity... as is the heading downwards phase. It could be that tomorrow I get back into excitement phase, but it will heavily depend on the sensitive dynamic that I think it mostly perceived and not actual. I've yet to see whether I'm on a parabola, or sine wave.

This version of Imagine by A Perfect Circle is excellent. So much better than any other version. Typically I hate the song, but this one captures the lyrics perfectly.
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