March 11th, 2008

Xander friends, Willow friends

Making friends.

I realised today that I'm rather sore about the thought of actively making new friends. There is no reason for this except I'm stupid. Now that I realise that I'm dumb like this, I can pray about it and for those people I'm not warming to. But boy do I feel dumb!

Now some people are stupid boys, and I'm allowed to not like them because they're dumb. But making new friends that are girls is good and I ought to do that. Currently I'm just sticking with friends I know and when faced with very obvious situations in which to make new friends, I'm not.

So I'm glad I know now. Here's praying I actually do better